Wednesday, June 27, 2007

The return of the NaN...hehe

ok so its been AAAGGGGEEEESS since i last blogged, mostly due to the fact tht i dont have a computer, but more so due to the fact tht i thk im over it. i guess bloggin was jus another one of this phases i went through... haha.. as the malay saying goes "hangat hangat tahi ayam" (for those of u who dont know malay, tht directly translated is "hot hot chicken shit". go figure. lol.

and as with all my previous post, i shall do what i do best: WHINE. my sister always complains tht i whine too much. but hey, im sorry but if im annoyed or angry or sad or watever, i want to make sure ppl around me know it, and hopefully be as miserable as i am.haha. jus kiddin. i thk deep down inside i want other ppl to show concern tht they care, and it validates my existence and makes me feel better abt myself.

ok. what does NaN whine abt the most? yups, u got it. her weight. i didnt run in 3 days! and im freakin out because im goin to perth for almost 2 weeks and i dunno if i'l get to do much exercise there. and tht means all the weight ive worked so hard for the last 7 months to lose is goin to pack back on! (and he's comin in 13 days, *GASP*) ok i know how crazy and paranoid tht sounds, but thts jus me alright?

im goin to perth tomm...and i get to meet papa! god, i miss my dad. actually i miss my family heaps. *sigh* anyways, i get to spend a whole week with my dad, which is awesome! i've always been a daddy's girl; i thk it has a lot to do coz im the youngest. my dad spoilt me (but not tht much lah, jus a tinsy winsy bit). i usually got wat i wanted, granted it was within our means. it was more of the opposite with my mom; she was more strict with me and as i was goin through those rebellious teenage years as do most teens, i was convinced tht my mom was out to get me but now, as ive grown, i realised tht all she did was for my own good. i've come to a new realisation in the past few days, (most girls would hate to admit this) but i thk im becomin more and more like my mom. we are very similar in many ways; we share more than just the "ponniah" nose (ppl are always sayin how i look like my mom).. we both are health freaks, and recently i have grown an interest in cookin. and its fun chattin wit my mom on msn gettin recipes of her or askin her questions abt ingredients to use; this is another common trait we have, we both like tryin these recipes, but somehow arent all tht fantastic cooks.. hehe. tht being said, I MISS UR COOKIN AMMA!! i really do. sorry for all those times i complained tht ur food wasnt good. i realise now cookin is not as easy as it seems, and i swear tht now after tasting my cookin, im a lot less fussy wit food. i really am.

geez. this is lookin like a really massive post, and i havent even gotten to the details of kevin's trip yet! 13 more days, i almost cant believe it. i jus realised, when he comes, it will be exactly 6 months since my trip to philly ( i was in philly jan 10 to 15). and oh, have i mentioned tht my trip in dec/jan has been booked? YEAY! im so excited. im a lot poorer now ($3100 poorer to be exact) but im happy. i love travellin. its one of those things tht once u do it, u cant get enough of it. and also, sometimes, its not the place tht counts, its the ppl u meet there *wink + happy smile*

anyways, i fly out to sydney on the 25th of november (we finish our exams on the 23rd, and liss's 21st is on the 24th) to honolulu for 5 days where i'l be stayin wit my cousin (which reminds me, i really need to tell him im comin! lol) and then i fly off to vancouver where i shall venture around vancouver all by myself for 3 whole days... and then im off to philly! kevin reckons tht i would save a lot if i took a bus from vancouver to seattle and flew out from seattle, but there is apart of me tht jus wants to fly our form canada, out of fear of travellin alone. oh well we'l see how it goes. guess it sorta depends on my financial situation too. anyways, one month in the east coast with kevin...we're gonna do NYC (this time i'l get to see my broadway show and the tree at rockefellar!!n hopefully i'l get to be there for new yr's too!), chicago, DC...and also ebensburg. which to be honest im a little scared...hmm.... oh and i get to see cornelius! geez, tht dude cracks me up! seriously, ive only met him once, but he is by far one of the funniest guys ive met!

anyways, after tht, i fly out of JFK airport on jan 4 (or was it 5th?i cant remember) to london, where i get to see my darlin suthesh!! i'l also definitely have to meet up with leela at some point. i cant believe its been what, 4 years since our good old UTP days. anyways, i'l be travellin around wit suthesh, which is gonna be soooooo much fun! he's such a great fren; its amazing how we've managed to keep in touch all this while and our frenship has not faltered one bit. its stronger than ever, and its friends like suthesh tht make life worhwhile. unlike the friends who just dont bother keepin in touch despite all the shit u guys have been through.

anyways, after a good 3 and a half weeks, i head home for 5 days (im missin the first few days of uni, but who cares. family's more important) , then its back to melbourne for the much dreaded 4th yr *shudder* which im really really REALLY NOT lookin fwd too. why cant life be easy??

ok, i thk i have so much more to say, but this is lookin tooooooooooooo long. i'l jus stop. anyways, hope everyone is havin a great break, i know i will, i get to see my dearest dad in perth. and then i get a dose of the shah for 35 days!

ADIOS!!!!!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

thank you.

thank you for answering my prayers.
i am eternally grateful.


:)


28!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!